Monday, July 17, 2006

drawning into darkness

darkness started to drawn me to eat me... inside out... ive been thinking of casting a spell..... perhaps i already did cast a spell unconciously...

i cant hardly see the light... or perhaps... i dont want to see the light... the light that can give me hope, strength... i've been here.... all along... here in the dark.... and nobody found me... perhaps... somebody is looking for me... but that person didnt look further... or perhaps i dont want to be found.

pain, sadness... ive been a slave of these feeling for a long time.... and i want to be free by these unwanted emotions... by these negative emotions that i have....

i want somebody who can bring a light here.... a light that i can see...a kind of the light that i can see even if i close my eyes... i want somebody who can pull me out of the darkness and even if i went back in here... he can still find me and look for me....

please... please find me.... and bring the light back in me... please...

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