hhmmm... loneliness strike me again last night? i dunno why.. and somehow.. again... i feel miserable... i pity myself... huh?!
and at some point of "crying time" i thought about this girl... we're friends... yes we are.... and we could have been a very good friends if the situation is different... we could have been friends if this boy didnt court her... if she didnt entertain this boy.
she told me before... (the day i found out they we're dating) she can sacrifice for our friendship... so i will be happy... that's a crap! eventhough she sacrifice her happiness i wouldnt be happy... that wouldnt change the fact that this boy is inlove with her.... i can have this boy's company but i can never have his heart...
i dont want to be a lame person.... i dont want to destroy our friendship for that kind of boy... well... i know... somehow.. there is a gap between us... but i will patch up this things with her... she's a wonderful person... i know... cause i know her....
"..pityness is nxt 2 chakaness!" a text message from a very dear friend of mine.... i dont want to be chaka (ugly)... i like to stay cute as much as possible NOT BECAUSE I HAVE TO BECAUSE I WANT TO.
"love is not a feeling alone... because feeling can betray us" that is sssooo true! love is not feeling alone... because if you use your feeling as a basis of love... then sooner or later you will fall out of love... feelings may be fade away... but love will not fade away...
now do you see the difference? in relationship... love is not the only ingredients to have a fruitful relationship... you need friends, you need trust, honesty and i guess everything will be added into it... both of you need to grow in relationship... you don't need to be compatible in all aspect... just one compatibility is enough... cause who knows... your differences are blessing itself... you will learn from each other and both of you will cover up your flaws and your weaknesses... you strength become his strength.
so be thankful for all of it... be thankful not because its over... be thankful cause it happen and you learn something from it.
she told me before... (the day i found out they we're dating) she can sacrifice for our friendship... so i will be happy... that's a crap! eventhough she sacrifice her happiness i wouldnt be happy... that wouldnt change the fact that this boy is inlove with her.... i can have this boy's company but i can never have his heart...
i dont want to be a lame person.... i dont want to destroy our friendship for that kind of boy... well... i know... somehow.. there is a gap between us... but i will patch up this things with her... she's a wonderful person... i know... cause i know her....
"..pityness is nxt 2 chakaness!" a text message from a very dear friend of mine.... i dont want to be chaka (ugly)... i like to stay cute as much as possible NOT BECAUSE I HAVE TO BECAUSE I WANT TO.
"love is not a feeling alone... because feeling can betray us" that is sssooo true! love is not feeling alone... because if you use your feeling as a basis of love... then sooner or later you will fall out of love... feelings may be fade away... but love will not fade away...
now do you see the difference? in relationship... love is not the only ingredients to have a fruitful relationship... you need friends, you need trust, honesty and i guess everything will be added into it... both of you need to grow in relationship... you don't need to be compatible in all aspect... just one compatibility is enough... cause who knows... your differences are blessing itself... you will learn from each other and both of you will cover up your flaws and your weaknesses... you strength become his strength.
so be thankful for all of it... be thankful not because its over... be thankful cause it happen and you learn something from it.
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