Thursday, July 06, 2006

God knows when was the time I need him

Last night Ive seen my mama listening to radio... (YES FM 101.1 Alam mo na yan!) and the DJ there was giving an advice to a girl... im not the type of girl who listen to the advice of the DJ in radio... the advice was caught me off guard... I suddenly asked my mama what was the girl's problem.. and she told me this...

This girl has a boyfriend... in two years they've been with each others arms... but suddenly... this girl found out that his bf has a new girlfriend and sadly it was her bestfriend.

O well, im not the only one it told to myself, as I listened to the DJ's advice, he told the girl.. "you need to confront them and ask them why they do it? Ask your bestfriend too... tell her how could she hurt you if she really is your bestfriend... if you can't confront them personally, write a letter to them and tell everything you want to say for them... but in a polite manner... tell them you can forgive them... but that will take time. Tell them you wished happiness for them. you have to forgive them fully so you can move on... you have to move on and go on with your life, look at this way they are happy in their situation but there you are feeling pity and miserable in yourself.. so you have to move on." Then the DJ played this song...

Saison Ella Mae Lyrics - Till My Heartaches End Lyrics

i recall when you said that you would never leave me
you told me more so much more like when the time you whispered
in my ear there was heaven in my heart
i remember when you said that youd be here forever
then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

and then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

As I listened to the song... I can say to myself that I did the right thing... and the DJ is right... they are happy and here I am feeling miserable. Day by day... I feel much better.. perhaps GOD allow me to listen to the DJ's advice so HE can tell me that I did the right thing and I still have a future ahead of me... I need to look forward.

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