i breakdown...

last night... i received a friendster meesage from a friend of mine saying the reason why im sad because i've red the testimonial of my ex to his gf...

i freak out and said it isnt my concern anymore and worse... i dont care!! i even told her i didn't even bother to red that girl's testimonial eversince i discovered that.... that... since i discovered their "affair"!

i breakdown and tell her to leave me alone and i dont want to listen to anything she has to say especially if about them...

i was mad... and upto now... guess i am... a boy friend of mine asked me last night about some stuff and i was mad at him, i really freak out.... and... i can see... still... i am affected to those things.... things.... that can bring back memories of their "treachery"... o men.. did i say those things?? treachery?? >_<

am i mean am i?? i sound bitter am i??